I just need to have this here

Babe, your first picture on my blog. Heh..


I am in love with the most gorgeous woman of God. She has the most beautiful smile even with braces on. I just hope I will be there to capture more beautiful moments as she grows deeper in love with God.

so tonight..

..I was quite angry, irritated, mostly annoyed. I do question, why are some people so messed up? Why do some people claim to know so much when they do not know at all, worse when what they think they know is a perverse version of the truth. Anyway, I shall spare the details. Don't wanna condemn. I need to say this though, do YOU know God? If you do, what do you know about Him? I hope you get it right and not some messed up version. If not, please, don't go to church. You'll have more fun outside church. Alcohol, sex, worldly possessions. If you're in church because of how it makes you feel (that is feel good, like some party/event) then you should reexamine your reasons. Crude, I know. I hope you find peace, life, family, hope, in church (God's family and not an event).

*»§«* «Jə₤£¥» says:
but i still think you'll take the higher road
higher*

Ryan says:
you're really a good person to talk to when im upset like this

*»§«* «Jə₤£¥» says:
i believe in the goodness you allow God to develop in you
you know, this is a great opportunity to be patient!
so she is actually for YPUR benefit!
YOUR*
how awesome is that??
now you'll be more patien, more understanding, and put up with more of my crap
=D it s win-win

Ryan says:
put up with more crap? lol!

*»§«* «Jə₤£¥» says:
lol
im glad we had this talk.
i feel s much more better

Ryan says:
YOU feel better?
humour me

*»§«* «Jə₤£¥» says:
i do. i've had the worst day
but im really tired. and drowsy from medication
i have to sleep ok?
i'll chat with you tomorrow
i need to vent to God
nights ryan!

Ryan says:
nite night sumie.. thank you so much
your words mean a lot to me

*»§«* «Jə₤£¥» says:
i love how you always take the high road and walk away even though every one else will prolly go for instant gratification. you are my inspiration to why i learned to walk away. seriously.
instant*
you mean a lot to me too.
i know i sound emo
but im so friggin hormonal today
i dont even kno whyyyy
sigh
ok ok
i sleep
night night

Ryan says:
alright.. hope you feel better tomorrow sumie

*»§«* «Jə₤£¥» says:
i like your msn nickname

Ryan says:
have a good nights rest

*»§«* «Jə₤£¥» says:
you too

Ryan says:
and have a good time venting (to God) too

*»§«* «Jə₤£¥» says:
lol
i always do

Ryan says:
and.. uhh

*»§«* «Jə₤£¥» says:
?

Ryan says:
its really weird that i inspire you when you're the one who encourages me to take the high road

*»§«* «Jə₤£¥» says:
i shall explain to you one day
right now... i really need God
nites

Ryan says:
goodnight
thanks again

*»§«* «Jə₤£¥» says:
its alright
thats what friends are for =D
mua!

Something happened on that day

Something great did happen.

someone great made cake.
Thank you all for making my birthday special.